GOD?!

i had one of those days man. just one of those days. the kind of day that is just a complete let down, because nothing goes right at all. yeah. well. whatever manz out there and wuh manz. i'm as tired as some guy that's really really tired. it feels like i'm back in school, but without that satisfying, i know i got something done today feeling. just a hollow something or other rented out to mr. sleepyness, and his 57 cats.

wonderwall....:....Oasis

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

ummmmm........ wha-?

jeeze internet. it feels good to talk to you again. well, okay TYPE to you.... yeah. you know lately i've found myself like really really really really really really really really really really really really really really tired all the time. tired as in sleepy, not as in hit by a tire. what the hell's wrong with you? whatever. just listen. or read. or whatever you do man. alright so like, i'm sleeping way too fuckin much, and it's starting to hinder my life. honestly i don't know what it is. but i can't stop myself from hitting that god-damned snooze button. over and over and over. i'm running purely on willpower now. like, some days i don't move at all, let alone leave my apartment. i stayed on the couch for fore tee ate hours last week. or around there abouts. i'm kinda gettin worried. but i think i'm making progress. i dunno what changed though internet. i used to lovewaking up and doing stuff, i had to. maybe i'm depressed and don't know it? i have all the symptoms, except i don't really feel sad or depressified. huh. it's weird man. i had to drink the 5 hour power i was savin just to keep from falling over this morning. *sigh* wow. um, just in case you hadn't guessed, this is one of my few "serious" in trees. yeah. well you know what? well, i think i should stop this thing already. i'll tie up the end with my favorite old-people terms:

"23 SKADOO!"

establishment! YAY!!!!!

wow. i went from cool to tool with one blog post title. well, maybe i was never cool persay, but more eccentric or perhaps just the ever-lovin blue eyed personification of all that is the wee-wees. or ummm..... something. yeah. i'm so out of practice that my attempts at being funny are more like attempts at just sodding off into the corner, holding my knees in the fee dull position rocking myself to sleep. i'm sort of trying to full fill all the promises i made to myself of what i was gonna do and such, like getting a post or two done a day, my skool work finished like way before it's due, and like, ummmm workin out like a couple hours a day. cuz i've really let myself go yah know? well. if you just happened to stumble across this blog, then really you don't. but still, i'm not like fat enough where i need to pay someone a dollar to find my penis, but i no longer have my studlyness, which sucks, cuz i didn't know i had it till it was gone. but that's most things in life. having a bad luck day is only in the context of the previous good fortune that you had had in the previous, but as it was in the previous and as such has past, or passed, no longer pertains to the present and so is rendered moot. yeah try to follow that logic. if you did, then i'm sorry to say that you have achieved my mind frame, and you can thusly deside if that's something you want on your concious. i.e. if it's a good or bad thing. though for sluts, there are no bad things.